Thursday, 15 November 2012

Distraught and Overwrought

Life is a game I really don't want to play at the moment.

My body is recalcitrant, wobbly and in pain.  My mind is little better, and my eyes are leaking.  I will be back in a bit.

62 comments:

  1. Lots of good wishes - hope you feel much better soon.

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  2. You seem to be in the same place I have tenanted for at least the last three months.
    My sincerest sympathy, I do hope the storm blows over soon. At the moment, I am dependant on Panadene around the clock, at least their shareholders must be happy.

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  3. Cyber hugs and much strength to you xxx

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  4. Oh my - I'm sorry. Sending wishes for things to get better and hugs.

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  5. I'm so sorry you are in this place.

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  6. I'm so sorry to read this and hope you feel better soon. get lots of rest, sleep if you can.
    I've just read yesterday's post, which I missed because my connection has been a bit iffy. How awful of Jazz to bite the hand that feeds him! I'm also wondering why he would attack Jewel. Is he getting crankier in his old age? How old is he?

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  7. So sorry to hear about this, I think one of the worst things is a body that doesn't cooperate and the mind is fine, it is so hard to deal with, I know I have been there and it is so depressing, please know that I am thinking of you.

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  8. my heart felt every word
    and i wrap arms of prayer and hope
    around you,
    comfort and peace spoken
    into your mending.
    -Jennifer

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  9. Sorry to hear you are going through a rough patch. Hope you start to feel better soon. In the meantime, get lots of rest. Good thoughts headed your way.

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  10. HUGS!!!!!!! I'm sorry for your troubles. Please feel better soon.

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  11. Thinking of you with concern and love. Take the time you need... hugs through the internet don't do as much as I'd like.

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  12. I am so sorry. Don't give up. Please feel better!

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  13. Oh E-Child, I'm so sorry to hear this. It will get better soon. It will. Take whatever meds you need, do what your SH and medicos tell you and cuddle the cats. Do whatever the hell you need to do to feel like you again. Hugs to you from cyberspace!

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  14. Sorry you're feeling so down....Would a hug help? Wishing for this to pass and for things to improve for you.

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  15. Sorry to hear this EC...Damn MS. You are in my thoughts.

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  16. Oh no, EC. What is wrong, is it your MS causing you such pain? I just read a big study about MS, and the relation to Vitamin D, particularly when one is very young, even in the womb. Even when one is born is significant, if in a low vitamin D (sun) location. Those born in May or summer spent a long sunless winter in the womb, giving them more risk later of developing MS. Appears it can be made up for, in youth, but not after age 15. People who moved after age 15 to an area of more direct sun carried with them the risk of getting it, associated with the area they moved from. Moving before age 15, the person then carries the risk of getting MS associated with where they moved to.

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  17. Thinking of you, sending wishes for all good things your way. Cyber hugs, I hope and pray you feel better real soon x

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  18. Thinking of you... sending hugs and well-wishes.

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  19. Take care. Hugs and positive thoughts coming your way.

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  20. Hi EC, I don't know what went wrong..but I hope you feel better soon and be back with us smiling and clicking. Tc.

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  21. I hear you...and i share your need to have a big break. Life can be harsh sometimes. Kindest regards lovely lady.

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  22. I am so sorry. I hope you feel better soon. Prayers said for healing and strength.

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  23. Sending some positive vibes your way. I'm so sorry you're not feeling so well. We'll be waiting for your return. In the meantime, take care of YOU. :)

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  24. Days blend into other days, I have found. But, I know, truly know that one morning I will open my eyes and see a pain free day. You will, too.

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  25. sending you a hug, a blog land gin and tonic and an old fashioned British
    "chin up" x

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  26. I am very sorry to hear that. Nothing much I can say other than that, or maybe just that these things hopefully come and go, so having come, will go.

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  27. Take the best care of yourself ElephantsChild.

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  28. Oh no, all we can do is send you the most positive and supportive wish for those better times to return. I know, through the caring of this community, that it can bring you a modicum of comfort.

    In peace and goodwill, Gary and Penny the Jack Russell

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  29. Take good care, EC...you'll be in all our thoughts until you return. Best wishes. Hugs.

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  30. Hang in there and feel better...I have spent the past two days arguing with an insurance company, so I hear you :)

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  31. whatever has knocked you down, i hope you are back upright soon. know that the friends inside your computer are cheering for you...

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  32. So very sorry to hear. Take time to heal. We'll be here.

    Warmest wishes. Thinking of you x

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  33. EC, so sorry to hear this. I have seen a close family member deal with flare-ups of a chronic illness also; it is so disheartening for the sufferer. My heart goes out to you. Please be good to yourself, ask others for help, and rest.

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  34. I'm sorry to hear of your pain. I do wish you a speedy recovery. Take it easy.

    Greetings from London.

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  35. I hope you recover soon, and if good wishes and support can help, there is much of it flowing your way, with my heartfelt sympathy and support among them.

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  36. Oh EC I am so terribly sorry. I know what those days are like and hope all the bad pain will soon lessen and we'll have you back with us again...bright and cheerful as you nearly always manage to be. Take care of yourself. Rest and relax as much as you can and remember how much you are loved. Hugs. xx

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  37. I thought of you often on my canal trip in England, and I worried about both you and SP. I do hope your eyes will stop leaking soon and you will be able to clearly see your beautiful birds. It's winter here now and all my birds are brown and hungry. Love from across the world. Get better, both of you.

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  38. So sorry my sweet, our internet has been dead (well the phone line really) and I can only get on the computer for short periods and so have been doing bills and things rather than blog hopping. I am so sad to find that you are struggling at the moment, it makes my eyes leak in sympathy. Big cyber hugs and lots of healing love and light coming your way from over here. xxxx

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  39. Dear EC, please be gracious to yourself and take care of the you whom we all cherish and treasure. Peace.

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  40. What can I do for you, Sue?

    Please tell me, dear.

    Sending you LOVE from Minnesota. xxxxxx

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  41. focus on the spring flowers, lovely birds and cats, and ignore everything else. Love from Out Here, and herewith, on a tray in a beautiful glass, a perfect Cinzano with lemonade, to follow that G&T from John Gray above. We all care about you EC. X X X

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  42. Hope things are on the mend. Sending healing xxx

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  43. Hope you are starting to feel a little better.

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  44. Thinking of you and hoping you're feeling a little better . . . missing you. Love to both x x x

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  45. Good thoughts and wishes sent your way. Bushels of them...

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  46. Thinking of you and hoping you are well. Missing you, take care xo

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  47. A follow up comment to let you know that we are all thinking of you and sending peaceful, positive wishes.

    In kindness, Gary

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  48. Tsk, I've done well here haven't I...I'm sorry to read this hon, I know as much as anyone how everything can be too much. Take care out there and know we are all thinbking of you and sending hugs and affection in bucket-loads. xxx

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  49. Dear EC, nearly two weeks have passed since you posting your cry of angst and pain. I do so hope that you are feeling better and yet I know that dark nights of the soul can last through many painful days and weeks and months. Even years. So I hope that in the midst of all this you have some beloved person or idea or memory of belief in yourself to which you can embrace and hold dear. Peace.

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  50. I have been so wrapped up in my own stuff, both good and bad ... but I suddenly realized "Where is my friend?". I haven't heard from her in a long time. So I came to find that you have been in pain and I have been remiss. My heart ached as I read your words. What can a friend do from this distance ... what has happened to your hope and your sense of humor. How could life be so cruel to take them from you, if only for a moment. I wish I could reach out and touch your hand and your heart and tell you that it will all be well ... but what I have learned in life is that the recovery comes from within you. It is you making the choice to come back and be the wonderful person that you are and to push away the demons that haunt you. Come back to all of us, my friend ... we miss you!

    Andrea @ From The Sol

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  51. thinking of you, EC.
    as i say to my detained friends "after the night comes the morning" but it sure gets hard to believe at times!
    hugs
    kylie

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  52. You have a splendid group of followers and friends. Lots of love and hugs from all over the world!!! I hope you feel better SOON.

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  53. Thinking of you every day, EC. Hope you are resting up.

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  54. Surely need a vacation at your sea to get some glee.

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